Dear God, my prayers are not right, my love for you is fake. I love you for the sake of myself. I do not love you for the sake of you. I had been clinging onto you always, and it is because I always wanted something. I'm telling you very truly, I don't know to love you.

My dear lord, please teach me to love. Please teach me to surrender. Please teach me all these so that I can get back to you... My permanent abode. I'm ignorant. Guide me to the light. Only you can do that. I am weak. Make me strong and help me dear Lord....

 Please give me freedom.... Give me the light/.... The way to the ultimate. Guide me through this darkness. Guide me oh lord.. I feel left alone. Please stay with me and help me