Blankness filled me once

My past was a melancholy one.

When you try to find happiness in someone else, you will end up in deep trouble. That is what happened to me. That is the reason why I remained melancholy all my life.

And I learned a big lesson in the journey so far.... that never ever bring people so close to your heart. because, the problem with the closed peoples is that they know where to hit exactly, so that it hurts.

It did hurt me deeply, when my friend left me half way in the journey that we went together. You too would have felt the same, at some point of your life. Getting shattered into a thousand pieces and trying to find a way out of the worst situations that you are in.

Lucky was me, that my Lord was there with a smiling face and spread out arms when I was in trouble. HE hugged me close and love was showered on me.

YES. I'm his precious gem. HE cannot let me down at any cost.

Oh my holy father, I bow down before you. You are the one who guide me and be with me at all times. Today is a day of hope, and I start my journey to you. The only place where I can find a permanent abode.

GUIDE ME TO THEE...