Liberation

Oh the mighty divine.... where have you left me? Guide me to Thee..

Are you ready?

Something flashed through my mind while I walked towards the light... Am I ready for it? To get the answer, I need to find answer to other questions... Who am I? And how come I'm here? Why was I put in darkness for quite a long time. Have I ever tried to get out this darkness before? 

Well, I can get the answers of these queries, if I can clearly say who I am... Exploring into my thoughts and self to get a better view of me... ultimately to get one answer... "aham brahmahsmi"

From darkness to light

Moving forward in the direction of a light that my holy father showed me. New rays of hope could be seen at a distance.

I feel as though all these years of my life, I was in a deep dungeon unknown of the world outside and was finding happiness in the petty little things out there.

Now, for I am shown a light, I can find the dirt that I am covered with. The lush green forests before me is calling me to them. To wash away all the dirt in me with the nectar of knowledge.

Blankness filled me once

My past was a melancholy one.

When you try to find happiness in someone else, you will end up in deep trouble. That is what happened to me. That is the reason why I remained melancholy all my life.

And I learned a big lesson in the journey so far.... that never ever bring people so close to your heart. because, the problem with the closed peoples is that they know where to hit exactly, so that it hurts.

It did hurt me deeply, when my friend left me half way in the journey that we went together. You too would have felt the same, at some point of your life. Getting shattered into a thousand pieces and trying to find a way out of the worst situations that you are in.

Lucky was me, that my Lord was there with a smiling face and spread out arms when I was in trouble. HE hugged me close and love was showered on me.

YES. I'm his precious gem. HE cannot let me down at any cost.

Oh my holy father, I bow down before you. You are the one who guide me and be with me at all times. Today is a day of hope, and I start my journey to you. The only place where I can find a permanent abode.

GUIDE ME TO THEE...

The journey of a lost soul

My discovery begins here. Till this moment, I was to be called A LOST SOUL. That is not the case anymore. I begin my journey here. And I have only my shadow following me right this moment.

Well, let me tell you a story. The story told my many souls, when they realize that they were lost in some unknown land. Courtesy goes to one of my friends, who showed me that I was lost.

I was almost in a trance state, when I actually began my blog back in early 2000s. Today being a day of identifying myself, I deleted my old blog and old posts. Why because, when I begin my journey today, I wish for everything new. The only things that I wish to carry forward is the CHANGE. And I admire me,  for the change that came to me is quite a huge one.