Red Pill or the Blue one...

"This is your last chance. After this there is no turning back.

You take the blue pill- the story ends, you wake up in your bed and believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill- you stay in wonderland and I show you how deep the rabbit-hole goes.

I know you are out there. I can feel you now. I know that you are afraid... You are afraid of the change.

I don't know the future, I didn't come here to tell you how this is going to end. I came here to tell you how it's going to begin"

The words of Morpheus are echoing in my ears. Oh God.... I am in the same state as Neo. But a lot more confused than him. He was in the movie. But I am in "real" life. (Still don't know if it is real).

Neo.... How did you choose the red one!!!

Sometimes, I think I will take the blue one. But, the life will have nothing in it.

All the more confused than ever before. If I take the red pill, I get closer to you. And if its the blue one... I get back in my bed and thinking that it was all a dream. As once you said, that which is strong from within will surpass all the difficulties.

But, there's a force in me asking me to do this........

Standing Alone

The courage to stand alone is to be developed by the sincere seekers of God. He had send us here to learn such a hard lesson, that cannot be learned in a group. The more you get the courage to stand alone, the more you get closer to HIM. 

The Lord is such a powerful light, that once you get a glimpse of it, you will be guided far towards HIM from this darkness filled world. The men out here boasts of their money, fame, caste, religion and so on. Very few do realise that these are all maya. Stand alone firmly and with full courage to help yourself get closer to HIM.

Give me strength

Oh God,
This journey is so difficult. The path that I have chosen is full of difficulties. I knew this before also, but the reality is very hard. To face this reality, am I strong enough? I am still not sure of this....